I have stared at you
For far too long.
Watched you from afar,
Adored you from a distance.
Seen your beautiful eyes up close
And I observed you sleeping
Next to me.
Your smile
Is like an intoxicating drug
That I have become addicted to.
I cannot breathe or focus
Without thinking of you.
Why can't I let you go
So I can
Sleep
Dream
Breathe
Without always having you on my mind?
I�ve been your secret admirer
For far too long.
I�ve watched you as you play guitar
And thought of us together about a million times.
But I do nothing
Because the thought of you
Freezes my veins and I can�t move at all;
And I can�t think.
And I can�t let you go.
Because losing you to someone else
Would be like a thousand knives
Cutting into my heart.
But it�s okay
Because either way my love is meant for you.
I just hope one day you can see that
And catch on
Before I let you go.
