NEVER WANTED THIS
Pain inside that grows and grows
Hole within that keeps me so hollow
Why did you choose me?
To lie to, to smash into pieces
NEVER NEEDED THIS
Blood stains on my chapters of life
I still haven't thrown away the knife
Why did I go insane?
I woke up one day
And just started breaking
How could I even begin
To call you home?
With all these secrets I'm keeping inside
This paper lets them out
I tried to apologize
I did my best
But it just wasn't worth it
Cuz you hurt me instead
While I tried to walk away
You had plans to bring me down
While I caught you in the act
You were trying to leave town
Fake it like it matters
Fake it like it's always been real
Build up more secrets
I have guns to fill
To pull the trigger on you, I'll gladly held
I'll aim it, I'll pay for the bullets
I won't give up til your'e so ill
You can't wake up tomorrow
Hurry up, hide your face
It's still full of shame
