Looking in a New Direction

Baby dont bother
dont look my way
Dont smile or stare
on this cold winter day

Dont you dare even say
one little bare word
I'll fight back the tears
and no sobs will be heard

Dont look at my face
all dreary and pale
Just keep walking forward
on your one-way trail

If you look to the future
dont you dare look back
Because remember darling
it's me, you'll always lack

I dont look for liars
nor cheaters at all
I look for the honesty
that will break my fall

I've lived in the past
for so very long
But now it is time
that my heart changes song

Forever it's been
that same lonely beat
But now and forever
my heart will defeat

I have conquered so much
and realization has finally come
My dreams will go on
and my heart will succumb

I'll live for the moment
that i cannot express
And those big golden dreams
that my heart does possess

Baby its time that i realize
that if i wait any longer
Everything i've been through
can never build me stronger

So here and now is where i say
no matter what the future holds
My past is now and forever forgiven
Because now it is time my present unfolds