Defineing myself.... I dont know who I am anymore...

Think about it Trisha
How can you make this work
Everytime I think about us
All I do is hurt

I keep waiting for God
To show me my way
I dont want to leave
But I cant stand another day

A day in my shoes
Is like an endless crisis
Always having the feeling
Im living Lifeless

Everyone is for me
Which sounds like a good thing
But when they all pull this way N that
I cant get myself back

I keep trying to think
Where my priorities are at
But no matter who I choose
someone else is pushed back

I keep fussing and fighting
With the man I love
Cause he just cant see
The girl I dream of

The girl who has degrees
And makes really good money
Keeps her man pleased
And is always stunning

Bends over backwards
To make everything work
Keeps everthing flowing
And puts family first.

Why is it so hard
To think I could be that
Is he seeing a different person
I cant be held back

No one can bring me down
Im overflowing in strength
Motivation I may lack
But thats where you come in at.

So please just help me out
All I need is your approval
Help me get what I need
So we can have the life I Dream of...