I remember your first day,
You were pretty scared...
So i decided to show you the way,
I was the first and only who really ever cared...
You stood alone outside your house,
So I became your friend...
I was the first person to take you out,
And I'm the last person here in the end...
We sang to Three Days Grace,
We drove on every dirt road...
You said I was the best thing in this place,
And you were never going to let go...
We sat out on folding lawn chairs
Under the clear Centralia starry sky...
We answered to truths and played dares,
We held on to each other while time ticked by...
We were completely random and crazy!
We sang songs that we never heard of...
We both were the person who could "Save Me",
It's amazing too when someone really does...
We had this relationship unlike no other,
For once in my life, I felt complete...
We fell in love with one another,
And made our hearts skip a beat...
In your life, I became a first,
In my life, you became my happiness...
I finally didn't feel cursed,
You were so happy to be "us"...
But with every beginning,
There comes an end...
I'm here alone singing
About the broken relationship of my friend...
Drugs seemed to push me aside,
I kept trying to reach you,
So many nights I tried!
But I just could not get through!!!!
We both know how to ignore coping,
We both cheat with that...
For once though I was hoping,
That your common sense would come back...
But after one fight, you took the easy way,
You didn't even talk!
You drugged your mind instead of thinking of something to say,
And then you took a walk...
I havened seen you since Wednesday before Thanksgiving,
And you're NOT coming back to this town!
You gave me a cool reason for living,
But now you won't even be around!
I waited all the time too,
Because you TOLD ME you where coming back!!!
I put so much trust into you,
And now everything is going off track...
So now I'm on my own again,
I'm picking up the shattered pieces...
I lost my best friend,
And I'm all out of reasons...
Reasons to smile,
To sing at the top of my lungs!
Reasons to laugh once in a while,
To run away from affection and hugs...
So Self: I am hurt again
I can't seem to do anything right...
Please sadness come to an end
So i can get through tonight...
