I just wanted to say im really sorry. I have been there but it was all so different. I have gotten raped i was 12 and he was 55 he stole my innocence. I couldn't trust myself let alone other people. I lost a part of me those days he would touch me and rape me over and over again. It happened from 11 to 14. Getting molested and raped. I would just cut myself to relieve my pain. My dearest friend...she saved me, she told the principal to talk to me and get the cops involved. She knew how much pain i was going threw. i was slowly killing myself...i was slowly leading into my suicide.