I look fine
I act like im ok
But the truth is im suffering
No one can really understand what i go through
I am a lost soul
I am living in my lost world
Im verry missunderstood
It is hard to discribe myself
I have may parts
Sometimes i dont know who people are
Sometime i dont know who i am
My past really screwed me up
If they didnt hurt me maybe i would be different
Maybe i would have so much more
I struggle day to day
Just trying to rember were i am or who i am
I cry alot becuz its just not far
I see other kids playing i want to join in
Something hold me back and tells me its not ok
I see other kids laufing and having funn I wish they would include me
But they look at me and dont say a word
I think they know i cant control how i am
I walk away
Tonite as i sit on the computer im really confussed
Who
What
Were
I just dont know
You feel like killing yourself
Im having a really hard time
I shouldnt have to deal with this
Im only me what mistakes did i make
