Feeling nothing.

Did it matter, did it make sense?
So many questions,
Too bad nobody can answer them.
What have I been doing, where have I been?
Losing myself in thoughts, cursing everything.
A sigh but no desprate cry,
I promise myself I'll stay alive,
Holding onto the edge of life,
Wishing fate was on my side,
Everything feels like a dream,
Days go by yet I'm feeling nothing.