No One Really Knows

People ask me how I am or am I ok and I always say I am fine. But nobody really knows the truth. No one sees the tears, pain, and depression I go through. Around everyone I act as if everything is perfectly fine and nothings going on. But when nobody is around I seem to slowly fall apart. At times my life gets overwhelming sometimes to much for me to handle but instead of talking to someone I keep everything bottled up... but now I'm at the point where I can not do this anymore and I need to tell someone but nobody will understand! I do not want people to no what I am going through or to feel my pain. Everyone might look at me different or just see right through me.... So for right now I will put on an act as nothing is going on with me so nobody will know the pain I go through!!!