Your Plan

You have made it clear to me,
you don't need me anymore.

So now I need to face the facts, and
quickly close the door.

Close the door on everything that at one
time felt so right.

Getting used to life on my own with
no one to hold me tight.

For a year, we lived together,
through good times and through strife.

To know that meant nothing to you,
cuts me like a knife.

What I needed all along,
you could never guess.

And when I tried to tell you,
it ended in a mess.

I did everything to try to fit your plan.
Why you thought I didn't,
I'll never understand.

To save us, I gave my all,
right to the very core.

Now, I have nothing left to give,
at least not anymore.

I'm trying to forget you and
get out of this relationship clean.
Because you can't survive too long,
on only a hope or dream.

Dreams of us together, holding on through it all.
How could I've predicted I was headed for a fall?

And once I started falling, I fell so hard and deep.
That when I tried to get up again the path seemed
dark and steep.

It took several months and very special friends.
I cried an awful lot, and thought the
pain would never end.

For in my life, a major disruption you had made,
And only now have the memories started to fade.

I wanted to be with you forever,
because you were my best friend.

Now there's nothing left to do,
but let my broken heart mend.
For this chapter of my life,
I've been forced to close.

And where I'll be tomorrow,
only Heaven knows!