Friendship, it hurts.

I feel so used.
You know what, I take that back.
I don�t have any feelings at all.

Do you think that the reason for me not having any feelings is because I am so numb?
I mean how much does one person have to take before enough, is truly enough.
Is it wrong to feel this way?

Not like that particular person cares, because if "it" did, then I wouldn�t be feeling like this to begin with, right?
It is so f**ked up on how "it" thinks that they don�t do anything to hurt you, but then "it" really is.

Nothing will ever be the same between us.
Does that mean I am being fake, or phony?
No, I think not.

It�s the truth, and the truth hurts.
EVERYTHING FUDGEN HURTS.
EVERYTHING WILL ALWAYS HURT.
Nothing can change what I am feeling.

You�ll just say you�re sorry, as usual.
Wait hold up, who am I kidding, SORRY is not even in your dictionary.
You make like I�m the one that�s supposed to be SORRY!!!

Its like me, talking, means nothing.
I do not exist.

I am like a yo-yo to you.
You play with me when you want, either going up, or just slamming me back down!

I mean nothing.
We mean nothing.
I have come to that conclusion.
I will be okay, but will you?
You better think long and hard about what you did.
You don�t even know what you did, because you always try to put that blame on me.

Well I�m over it.
I cannot take this anymore.
I will no longer be abused by your SELFISHNESS!!!
We are done.
I love you so much, that it hurts me to feel this way.
I AM SORRY.
Good-bye.