I sit here and worry
worry about what you will think
will you be upset with me
or will you just be?
I sit here and my heart startes to pound
its beating now like a drum
I am starting to have
anohter panic attack,
oh great, this is the third one today.
I walk out to you
and I start to cry
and I know you know
that not everything is alright.
I tell you whats happened
as I crave your touch
for I am still an infant
craving a mothers touch.
I sit there crying with my head buried
as my panic attack startes to faed.
but alas from all this stress
I have gone and made my self sick
all because of those panic attacks.
* I know htis might not make sence since i think it jumps around.. but it just came to mind.. since these past 2 days maybe even 3 to 4 days hae not been very good..*
