Touching poem, it seems you love your brother alot and i know how you feel. long time ago my brother wanted to go out the country and i was so depressed for that but then he changed his mind at the final moment

Shukran adel.....but my brother is getting married...so he really is leaving :( this is hard for me.

Salaam Salwa :) I understand it is hard to let someone we love to go away.. There is always this pain we won't be a part of his life we used to. Maybe we also scare someone would replace us in his life.

And we can not hold someone's back when it is time to go.

All our brothers and sisters will get married or move away etc.. Only person who could be beside us is a spouse of our life.. And always stories would have a happy ending...people divorce and break up..

So that's why only thing we can rely is Allah. Love Allah sister. Love Allah by all your heart and then you will find it easier to let people come and go..

It is very emotional, i wish him luck