A million things come to my mind whenever I hear or say your name,
I wonder do you still feel the same.
I think of all the times that we said we loved each other,
I think of all the times we said that we would never love another.
I think of all those silly things you would do, just to make me smile.
I remember when you told me we would be together for a long while.
I think about all the things that you would do to make me laugh, no matter how I felt,
I think of the fact that every time your lips would touch mine, my heart would melt.
Then at the same time I think about all the nights I spent upset, because you told me that you loved me, then I had to find out, I had to see,
That it just wasn't true, you just lied to me.
I think of all the times I would just sit by the phone just wishing you would call,
I would sit there for hours, hours to days, days to weeks, weeks to months, without hearing anything from you at all.
Then whenever you felt like it, you would call, you made me foolish promises, and fill my head and heart with lies,
Then once you had me you would just leave and once again, I wasn't even worth a good-bye.
Now I'm left with another heart ache that is the worst pain in the whole world,
I'm so confused and lost all I ever wanted was to be your one and only girl.
I sit and I think why did you have to call me this time if you didn't give a damn about me,
Why are you trying to hurt me? Can't you see?
The lies are not going to work anymore, so you could just leave me alone,
After all this time, I've learned to make it on my own.
So don't call me because it's hard enough to get over you,
I know that I will always love you, even though you never loved me too.
I think about how every single night I wish upon a star,
Begging and pleading to be with you where ever you.
I think about how my life will be with out you,
And I'm lost, but I know this is how it has to be, you don't know how to true.
