As I sit here with a few friends, I'm trying my best to hold back tears,
I wonder if the one I love knows how much I truly care.
I wonder all the time if I ever cross your mind,
I wonder if he even cares that he's on mine all the time.
I wonder if he knows that I want things to work out between us,
I wonder if he knows that I will always be here when he needs me with out a doubt.
I wonder if he knows how much I hurt because were apart,
I wonder if he know that I cry because I have this empty feeling in my heart.
I wonder if he ever really cared,
I wonder if he ever thinks about all the times that we shared.
I wonder if he knows that nothing is the same without him being here with me, he completes me,
I wonder if he knows that I love him and I want things to be like he said they would be.
I wonder if he ever thought about how much it hurts to know that I love him with all of my heart and that I will never have his heart,
I wonder if he ever thought about how much my heart brakes, I would do anything I take us being apart.
I wonder if he knows that me losing him all over again was my biggest fear,
I wonder if he knows that I lay awake at night and I cry a million tears.
I'm sitting here trying to talk to few friends but all I can do is sit and think about him, I feel so alone,
I wonder if he cares that I'm lonely I need him to be here with me, I feel like I'm all on my own.
I wonder if he knows what its like to love him with all of me, with all of my heart, and get nothing in return,
I guess love is life and this is one of life’s lessons I have to learn.
As I sit here with a few friends I'm trying to hold back emotions that I have never fought before,
Everyone says let go, move on, and get over him, I guess I'm not suppose to love you anymore.
