I know this isnt a peom~i just needed to vant.

I can hear you.
I can hear this is hard for you.
I can tell you are holding back your tears.
I wish I was there holding you in my arms.
But i am not, I am her...alone...without you.
I love you and I sure hope you know that.
I am sorry that I cannot tell you right now.
I am sorry.
I am sorry about us.
I am sorry about your grandma.
I am sorry i am always in your way and making your life miserable.
I am no one that you need...I am no one thatyou have to have.
So forget about me.
I love you.
But you deserve someone prettier, smarter and knows what to say when your grandma dies.
I am sorry
I love you _________.