Time to Forgive

The days go by slowly
time is all I have
but still
I haven't found the time to forgive you

Honestly, you do not know me
I feel as if you were never there
I cry, but you will never care
Dad, why will you never believe in me?

The days go by slowly
time is all I have
but still
I haven't found the time to forgive you

I want to stop blaming you
and maybe just put it aside
but it's harder than you think
Dad, why will you never understand?

The days go by slowly
time is all I have
but still
I haven't found the time to forgive you

I need to remember the last time
it was normal between the two of us
the last time we had a normal conversation
Dad why will you never listen?

The days go by slowly
time is all I have
but still
I haven't found the time to forgive you

I really try to pull it together
but sometimes it just comes out
questioning, will this ever subside
Dad, why will you never love?

The days go by slowly
time is all I have
but still
I haven't found the time to forgive myself.