Sometimes life crumbles before us
Windows shatter
Wood splinter
And the dam brakes
Then tears flow
unstoppable is the currant
and the windows into your sole louses their sparkle and become dark, gray and lifeless.
As depression sweeps over you again
The memories play in your head like old movies of things confessing his love to you then your realization hits
that it's all an act then it switches...
now your remembering the pain he put you through
The scary thoughts that ran through your mind
and the people that you pushed away.
you think about who was really there for you and you realize that you had people to talk to but no one that you knew for-sure was totally for you cuz it got old for them but for you .....
THAT WOUND NEVER HEALED and now
more than ever your heart akes and bleeds from
the torture your putting it thought.
The question you have to ask your self is ....
will you let it happen again?.....
But to her?
