Don't know what to believe

Dear God
Hope you got the letter and...
I pray you can make it clearer to me here
why you took her from me
before I even got the chance to see
See the miracle in this
Cause I just don't get it
God
I don't know what to believe

Dear God
Sorry to disturb you but...
I feel that I should hear it loud and clear
Why you left me here
A graveyard of tears
And all the days spent smiling
to cover up the blame
Cause I take it all
what about you God
why can't I blame you
cause I don't know what to believe

Did you not make the blood
That drenched the floor
And the pain in my chest
As I begged for a day more
Did you not make me cry
as you took that small life
I gave you all I could

Dear God,
Don't know if you noticed but...
Your name is questioned a lot these days
And as time passes the truth won't change
you should take a look
At what is going on below you
understand it wasn't only her
But a part of me you took
Well I know it's cruel
so do you, God
And if you're up there you would see
your actions lead me to perceive
the only possibility
that I don't know what to believe
but it's not in you
dear God