Deep demented depression

If you only knew

all the things Ive been through

When Alla's not right with me

but no, you didn't want to see

the pain in my heart

Where the pain took a start

I'd cry myself to sleep at night

Nothing in my life was going right

All my problems running through my head

I'd cry a tear and watch it fall on the bed

After tonight everything will be alright

Because tonight is the night

I'm going to end my life

I'll take a knife

Take it and carve through my veins

After tonight, no one will be the same

I'll leave all my friends

For me this is where it ends

but for my friends and family, the end, it is not