You dont belong in this world

Did you ever feel so sad or alone
That you had no one to talk to
Like almost the whole world is against you
Everytime your doing better
People set you bad
You feel like dieing
From so many things left unspoken
You look for the quickest way out
Then a whole bunch of things gets brought up
You yell but no one can hear you
You have friends
You relize what there making you do might be wrong
Your friends seems to be the only people to listen to you
They take your pain away
There always there
Without a need to fear
You feel like you belong
Finally you have something
You want to stop but you cant
Because in this last week you grew so much closer to your friends
You want to be better
Because of the past your stuck in this alful place
So confussed so hurt
As i close my eyes try to dream
But now those seems so far away to
I cry but no one can hear me
Alone at night
Cutting to try to live
But just wanting to die so bad
When you love someone you cant let them go
Even when you know you have to
WHen they leave there goes your life
I would do anything
To bring him back
Too late for sorry
No more aploigies
Just want to run to him
And ask him to please help me
I just dont belong here
I still havent found my place
Im slowly dieing
From so much and no time for talking
My world is like broking glass
Shatted in a million peices
I will never be able to figure it out
My whole life was nothing more but getting hurt
And now im hurting myself
I guess he knew what he was doing
Without him doing stuff to me
I would be so much different
Maybe i would of had a chance
He killed me in the best way
Look at all this man took away
His kid is crying asking him to help her
And he smiles and turns away
He doesnt love me
But i love him
Isnt that enough!!!!!!
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