I gave into the temptation of my former self...

I wonder if they know it
but i cut my wrists last night
I'm sick of all the crying
living each day in fright

i was doing to well
hadn't done it in so long
i tried to stop myself
even listened to a happy song

but as soon as the song changed
all of my thoughts return
as the tears well in my eyes
and they slowly start to burn

i gave into temptation
as i sat crying on my bed
thinking about their words
and all the lies that have been said

i pull the blade across
it sends a shiver down my spin
this is just another scar
another weakness sign

blood runs down my arm
as i curl up and cry
all i can think about
is how i simply wish to die

so yet again I've found myself
broken just like before
as now i have realized
my life means nothing anymore....