I keep hurting other's feelings

For the girl that writes poems about me
For the girl that I cherish so dear
For the girl that has strong feelings toward me
There is something I should make it clear

I know it will hurt you but it hurts me more and more
To see how deeply you fell in me while I can't do the same
You are very awesome girl that every guy wishes for
But I don't want to trick you because love is not a game

I am deeply sorry my friend and sister
I can't share those feelings with you
I am already have fallen for another
So I can't say "love you" for you

So please stop these waves of love
Look for another because am not yours
And ask for guidance from the mighty above
He will help you for sure since you are pure

I beg you please, stop writing these poems
Am talking to you, YOU who write a lot about me
I am not your happiness I am rather a storm
That can break your heart in two parts and maybe three

I tried to be honest but there is no use
I keep hurting one girl after another
I followed my heart but they called me goose
Because I decided to choose the other

So what should I do and who I should choose?
Because no matter what I do I will be called "jerk"
Since one girl will win while the other will lose
No matter what I do I will end up being a jerk

Now I got it why all of us are called jerks because even if we did our best to be with the one that we love we will end up breaking another girl's heart...