Where were you when the walls fell down
And I was choking on the oxygen?
Lying so still
Crying until
The sun woke up
I was so hopeless
Feeding the sickness
Just so I had strength to speak
A few last words to think
But I couldnt open my mouth
Because there was no one to tell
No one around me
Its easy for you
You dont see your reflection
A monster who takes
All my own life to keep on living
Its easy for you
You dont see the salty wounds
That I re-open just for you
All hours of the day to keep on breathing
With every breathe I take, I only suffocate
Trying to hold my head above water but the currents too strong
It just keeps pushing me under til I cant hold on
All my fears and insecurities are falling like rain
And all the pain I thought healed, is re-surfacing
So give me the drug
Give me the blade
Keep me alive, anything
Give me back my life
So I can keep on living
Because with you around
Im barely breathing
