Shaking with fear, I lose myself
These thoughts spread disease
But I cant get them out of here
My blood runs frozen but my body sweats
At any given moment your gonna be here again
And this anxiety takes over me
The visions in my mind keep hurting me
Scaring me
And this anxiety slows me down
The tears feel heavier as I hold them down
Youre bringing me down
Now there you are
Your face is painted with depression
I feel misplaced
I know Im losing direction
I dont wanna go home, I dont wanna be next to you
I have this feeling of dread
Because I know what you might do
Closing into myself, I disappear
Remembering last night, I have everything to fear
My lungs collapse but my heart beats out of my chest
At any given moment Im gonna crack
And this anxiety is still taking over me
Still scaring me
This anxiety slows me down
Turning my life inside out
My stomache drops because I know now
It's always gonna be because of me
