A victim ridiculed on a daily basis,
A survivor feeling as though she's worthless.
Am I the victim or the survivor?
A victim scolded and yelled at,
A survivor scared of loud noises.
Am I the victim or the survivor?
A victim pinned down against her will,
A survivor afraid to be held by those she loves.
Am I the victim or the survivor?
A victim told all the things she's done wrong,
A survivor feeling as though she's never right.
Am I the victim or the survivor?
A victim's innocence taken away,
A survivor who can't gain it back.
Am I the victim or the survivor?
A victim hit, kicked, and punched,
A survivor who can't handle a friends gentle touch.
Am I the victim or the survivor?
A victim who could have died,
A survivor who wishes she had died.
Am I the victim or the survivor?
I am not just one or the other,
I am both, I am a surviving victim.