Why Do This for Her?

As blood trickles down my arms
I think to myself
"Why am I doing this?"
Either way I can't have her
Whether I'm dead or alive
Is there really a reason to cut myself?
Even if it brings pleasure
I could still hurt or even kill myself
What then?
No more friends
No more family
No more love
Nothing
Quickly I wash the blood away
I dial her number
She answers
I tell her I love her
But there is no way I'd really kill myself over her
If she doesn't want me
Than she doesn't deserve me anyway
I wish she knew how much I really love her
And that i would do anything for her
But she would rather be with him
Because he has money
Well I have love
And that money can't buy
When he treats you wrong I'll be here
You'll have one last chance
Because I love you