Problems

So many problems,
to many to count.
Yet all these problems
are making me show a new side,
a new side of my-self.
This new side just feels like,
like nothing is happening.
All these problems put
me in the hands of Hell.
But with this new side of my-self
it does not even care about it.
When it happens,
it will happen fast just like
all the other times.
But I am going to settle
all these problems and,
and get rid of this side.
On top of all that I will,
I will be free from Hells grasp.
Or I just mite be pulled
back and wait to be resurrected.