Fighting the pain

Fighting the pain,
The pain that hurts the most.
You walked by me and gave me a glare.
What did I do to go wrong,
Why have you changed into this person.
I use to enjoy our friendship,
But now you're different.
You have become a person who doesn't care,
What went wrong.
I was kind of hard on you at first,
You always were in my business.
But you betrayed me and got word out,
That didn't need to be spoken of.
You told people my secrets,
You told them about my past.
You hurt me so much,
I broke like a glass.
Knowing you are still calling me,
Pretending everything is all right.
But things are and will never be the same,
Not now nor ever.
I am sorry but I am fighting this pain.
Please don't make it worse.

Years gone by,
It's been a couple of years since we were the same,
You call me here and there but things aren't the same as before.
We use to be close but now we aren't.
You act like it was all my fault,
How could you do that to me.
I trusted you with all my heart,
And you ripped it out and threw it to the ground.
I am sorry but,
I am fighting this pain.