Trying

I keep trying
and yet everything I do is wrong
This is all new for me too
I don't have all the answers
but that doesn't mean they are wrong either
It tears me up when you look at me that way
all I am doing is trying
I don't want you to hate me
But i don't know what else to do
I don't like how I am always wrong
they are always right and yet clearly they re not
They undermine and destroy us
all I am doing is trying
why am I the bad one?
I did not do anything but what God has left me to do
I will keep on trying