Why?...Is something I constantly ask myself,
Like, Why am I so in love with someone who doesn't want to be with me?
All this anger and sadness, wanting to be set free.
Why do I feel like I'm not good enough?
When I try so hard to be confident and tough.
I've been in this relationship for so long,
And yet it feel like it's not getting any strong.
Why am I still holding on?
When really he just wants me gone.
How could someone like me feel so much pain?
And all I want to do is drain it away.
I did so much I could possibly do,
And yet it seems like it's never good enough for you.
Your feelings for me aren't the same,
And I guess I'm the only one to blame.
If I have never cheated on you,
None of this would be true.
Blaming myslef is all I do.
I've been faithful ever since,
But now it has backfired me with the fastest glimpse.
I hurt you once,
You hurt me more,
And now my heart is broken and sore.
All I want is a future with you,
To be your wife and a family too.
This wish I have may never come ture.
To be honest with you I'm really confused,
Because I feel like I've been constantly used.
My heart is telling me to not give up on us,
To have faith and more trust.
My mind is telling me that this will never work,
That nothing will change and this love will just lurk.
All I want to hear from you,
Is what you truly feel,
Let me go if you have to,
Is something you would do,
Something I am scared of,
But now I can pull through.
I know love is something you can't buy,
And the love I have for you is pure and not a lie.
I really want this relationship to last,
And I don't want to just put it with other memories in my past.
I know I need to start making a change,
And I'm willing to do so,
It's something you also have to do,
If you want to make this work too.
So just say the magic words,
And your wish is my command,
To stay or leave is all in your hands.
