Suicide Dream.

I hold it all in,
And won't ever let it show.

Only to find out,
It's more than my heart knows.

The way you say you love me,
Makes me wonder if it's a lie.

The way you say you can't live without me,
Makes me wonder what could happen if I said goodbye.

Please know, I think I feel a little lost,
Sweetie, don't blame yourself, I did what I had to do.

Letting go hurt me more than you know,
That's why I'm lying on this cold hard floor,
No longer breathing.

It's better this way we both got what we wanted,
You get to be free,
And as for me I got my suicide dream;
Gone before sixteen.