Her past isn't in the past
It still lies in the present
But no matter how hard she tries to get out
The more she is broken
The clock ticks slower and slower
Only another moment passes by
And she tries to calm herself, so not to cry
In this place where she can not hide
Counting the scars on her wrists
Lightly gracing turquoise veins
She remembers what it was like to smile
What it was like when she was a little girl
And Daddy was her best friend
Watching movies, laughing and playing games
When did everything change?
When did she lose herself?
It all started with a single mistake
But of course he could always find more than one
It started when the tears fell
And she started to run
Though he said she could leave and never return
She was just trapped, and couldn't feel anymore
So much she longs for her past
To stay as her past
But as she crawls away from his actions
She gets pulled back
Still stuck in her mistakes
Still stuck in the hurt
That won't go away
