It seems the faster i run the quicker it fallows me!
why wont it just leave ?
just walk away as i try to do with you!
what have i turened into?
i need you now more than ever!
i never needed anyone intill now!
i cant do this alone
wont you just come home!
stop pushing me out and just let me in
you all ive ever asked for
have you given up on me too ?
this world is made of colors and colors
then why do i feel so grey and empty?
i want to know the feeling i want to feel it more than anythng!
i want it more than i have ever wanted anythng in this hole world!
can't youjust give it to me!
stop pusing me down for once and just help me up and look into my light brown
eyes and tell me those words that ive
been wanting to feed off of ?
is it that hard ?
the question..... the thoughts you have created!
the beast you have turned me into!
i can no longer feel what they want me to feel!
I'm sorry please forgive me ill never let you go!
just think just think
maybe even twice!
do you even think of me at all ?