The Blade Is Still Sleeping
Tucked Away In My Wallet
I Watch So Slowly Wishing I Could Just Skin It Threw Me
But I Try My Hardest Not To Crave It
I Try My Hardest To Hate It
My Heart Weakens Its Giving In
Today I Feel To Commit Such A Deadly "Sin"
I Watch You Walk Away
I Watch Her Smile At Me Everyday
She Does It On Purpose I Know She Does
I Force A Smile Upon My Face
So She Can Hurry And Turn Away
You Talk To Me Like Nothing
& It Hurts Not To Be Your Something
She Stole You From Me
And I Still Cant Believe This Is Happening
I Turn Off The Lights I Let Some Tears Fall Tonight
I Think Of When It Was You And Me
Then I Let Myself Ask Why?
I Open My Wallet And I Grab My Blade
I Pen It To Me Then Slide It Across Of Me
I See The Blood Coming Out Of My Skin
The Intense Feeling Slowly Begins
As I Do It Again And Again I Feel Stupid
Stupid For What I'm Doing, Can Anyone Please Help Me?
I Lay It Down Keep It Still
Until I Feel I Need Another "Heal"
But I'm OK Now I Feel Alright Until Tomorrow,
The Blade Is Sleeping Still.
