Holding so tight

Trying not to cry
Im full of hurt
Surrounded by pain
I have nothing more to gain
As i cut
As i bleed
Im releasing all the things im holding back
I really dont need to talk
I feel sick
I feel alone
I cant deal with all this
Another day
More stuff coming from all different ways
I dont want to be involved
I run away
No one understand me
Im invisable
I dont want to be here
Suddly a differnt person takes me over
When i come back
Alot of time has past
Where did i go?
Who am i?
What did i say?
Its just so scary day to day
I just dont understand
Whats happing to me
I use to be so different
Now i just dont belong