Today I went to see my doctor about a pain i had,
I told him I had a pain in my chest that would not subside.
when he gave me his opinion i couldnt help but be mad,
for the first time i find hapiness and its all pushed aside.
he sent me to get test and have an x-ray of my chest,
then he changed his first opinion and say it was all minor complications.
once i got the good news i didnt bother to hear the rest.
yet the pain was still there so i conducted my own investigations.
i found that when i was with you nothing was ever wrong with me,
no pain no stress no anger just love and hapiness.
i guess it all started when i woke up alone in my bed and by ur side is where i wanted to be,
now my life is just a train wreck and the world biggest mess.
so i came to the conclusion that there was only one reason for the pain i felt.
its because when you left my heart was broken and the sharp shards where stuck to the inside of my chest.
now i try to hide it hoping the shards will just dissapear or even melt,
but i will never be able to hide the fact that as a friend and lover you were the best
