Stay or Go?

Crazy and confused

Stumbling and tumbling

Afraid and unsure

Here I stand, There I go

Do I stay or do I go

What to do, I don't know

I am a popsicle melting away

Leaving a trail of doubt and fear

Scared and alone

Yet hopeful but in doubt

Can I just scream and shout

While figuring out what life's all about

What is my true color

Who is my true self

Where do I belong

Will I ever know

If life was a blizzard

I'd be lost in the snow

If life was a crowd

I'd be trampled underneath

Pain is daily

Truths are hidden

Masks are worn

Insides are torn

A sudden rush of feelings will overtake

My once numb body now mixed with emotions

Confusion, doubt, fear,

Loneliness, worthlessness, and many more mixed into one