Although its back ground noise its still makes me sick....

I can hear them in the other room
it echo's through the walls
as time goes on the swearing increase
and unfortunately i hear it all

I'm locked in my bed room
as the loud noise makes me physically sick
and its all cause mum thinks
my dads a selfish prick

i break down when it starts
i just cant help but cry
anything is better then this
maybe if i die?

i don't wanna have this feeling
of being so broken inside
i think this time I'll just give up
cause honestly I've tried

i punch the wall
but the hurt doesn't fade
i wonder what would happen
if i just stayed?

I'm sure it wont get better
they've tried to make it right
I'm running low on ideas
for when nothing feels alright

i want to show them that it hurts me
that it tears me apart
i don't think they'll see it
should i rip out my heart?

their fighting becomes back ground noise
to a life i don't want to live
so i hold up my white flag
I've got nothing left to give.....