Why did he have to die?? it should have been me!!!

This poem is dedicatited to my formers\ boyfriend who died in the carrane train accident and i survived!!
cause he covered me with his own body!!!
i never got to tell him how much i loved him
my ex ex bf died and the 1 b-4 tht did to and now craig has died love has deffentliy had the best of me thts 4 sure!!

I Love You..but its time for me to give love another
chance!!

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
who had passed away on my birthday!!
and give love another try
So I fell in love with you
and I'll never let it go
I loved you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonderd why
idon't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!
and i always will no matter how far apart we are baby but its time 4 me to move on i will always love you but i have to love someone eles as much as i loved you!!