So many thoughts running through my head
Laying here in the dark alone in my bed
I wonder if she is doing the same
Can’t let her know that though, its just part of the game.
The way I feel about her she already knows
As if that’s not enough my actions make sure it shows
In my eyes she felt the same, or somewhat similar
Little did I know I wasn’t even close.
Another rejection to add to my belt
Another reflection on how I have felt
Not afraid to hear no, but yes sounds so much better.
I can usually brush it off but in this case tears never felt wetter
She has made me soft but yet she could make me harder than ever
Tried to move on and get back on track, pick up the slack
But as I step forward I keep stumbling back
Take another shot at, is what I want to do
I know that she is my potential boo
At least that’s what I thought I knew
But now I know what is true
Someone for everyone, at least that’s what they say
That is truer than ever, even if you are gay
No offense intended to anyone in that line by the way
I love being in love, but I can never stay in it
Sometimes I wish I never experienced it
That way I would never lose my mind because of it
And in the end fell like a piece of sit