Get Me Out

I really don't know
What to do anymore.
Everything I touch dies
I'm nothing but hurt.
Wrapped up in lies.
Choking on my own cries.
I'm a joke
A mistake.
The only pill you have to take
The last smile you fake.
I'm the ink in the pen
You use to write you're suicide note.
I'm a sharpened blade
You use to cut your throat.
So go on and say your worst.
The fact that I'm still breathing
Hurts me the most.
I tried to be okay
By dropping the knives,
And forgetting your name.
But your hold is too strong
And everything is all wrong.
I don't know who I am
And I can't take it.
I'm alone
And I won't take it.
I smile and I laugh
But I fell no joy.
Help me see through
The bars on my window.
I don't know what this life is about.
I do know what I'm about to shout
Get Me Out!!!!!!!!!!