I always though everything was ok
He was just my daddy
I was his little girl
He use to hurt me
So bad
I covered it by lies
I started to talk no one wanted to listen
I would sit up at night
Waiting for my daddy to come home
He would come home and hurt me
He told me he was never going to leave me
He would always come and go
But hes not coming back now
This man i love so much
Has so much to do with my past
As i look for answers
I have no one who understanded this
I cry and cry
And i make up lies about y im crying
I guess you cant forgive somone without talking
So he got what he wanted
Im still hurting
As i cut i finally feel free
I know i cant keep doing this
But my past has so much pain
My mom looks at me
She sees me cut up and crying
How can she not see
It was also her
She blames my dad
She doesnt take any responsiblity
For what everyone did to me
I could of died
Like anyone cared then
Y now? He would always tell me i was bad
He would put on the shower throw me in to
And put on frezzing cold water
I begain to think this was right
It happing all my life
I didnt even knew what i did wrong
