I've been trying for so long!
why is it still not good enough for you, why can't you
see what i could be!
why cant you see what i could create and complete ?
i sit back and listen!
i sit back and watch the pain you feel inside with out saying one word!
why, why ?
see me See you ?
can you put it together and create one ?
i see your struggles i see your fears....
but still I'm not good enough ?
Why have you changed on me what have i done ?
i miss some things
but you come in handy a lot !
you've changed my life completley...... You've shown
me the brighter light to life!!!
i just wish you never asked me that stupid question!
because now it flows with in
your my hero in many ways
you've actually shown me a path that I'm sticking with
and agree to move along with!
i hate these thoughts you have created i hate some of the
nice and cute things you say!
it only brings me closer to you!
its so easy for me to walk away from anything....
but i don't know why its so hard with you ?
its hard to tell you things because it seems you don't care or listen
to me !
which is okay i don't feed off of attention!
but maybe someday ill feel like I'm not missing out on a thing!
i hate you in many ways!
but its a hate that only pulls me in....
