Meaningful life of mine!

(this poem does not rhyme)

I know little of my weaknesses
and none of my strength,
i have no happiness because all it does is brings me pain...
my friends never know whats wrong or even what to say,
Although they try their hardest to help me with my suffering ...
nothing can take it away
when I am angry, loud music fills my head,
I lay down to cry out all the bad things in my life
oh pitiful, dreadful, life of mine
i only seem careless when i am all alone in my room...
all alone and nobody to hear me scream out the things that I do!
i wish that the people that care for me would listen to me say:
i need your help the most now but i don't know what to do, please oh please help me get through this even if i don't seem that i dint trust you.
I am glade that i can finally say....
i am strong and no1 has to worry about me anymore, i am so glade to be here in this beautiful world that now i can fly away in my mind