You make me

I cry so much
But you don't care
All the mean things you say to me
Hurt me and cause me pain
But you don't care
You make me feel like
No one will ever love me
You make me feel like I am worthless
And the sad part about it
Is that I believe that
Whenever something goes wrong
I always blame myself
Because maybe if I was different
You wouldn't be so cruel
My friends all tell me not to listen
Not to care, that it will all be over soon
And I want to believe them
I really truly do
And sometimes I do
But then he comes around
And I am right back to where I started
I only have a little time left
Then I can move on
And forget about all of this
Maybe then I can be happy
Feel special
And have someone love me