If you called my name,
I'd be there,
If you called my name from afar,
I'd go anywhere...
But if i left to sail the wildest seas,
Would you still remember me?
If you asked me questions,
I would answer,
When you discovered your sickness,
You were scared that it was incurable cancer.
You asked if it is the worst there'll ever be,
Would you still remember me?
If you asked me about my dreams,
I'd tell you if you wanted me too,
I'd tell you if i was scared,
And if i had to fight till i was blue.
I asked if you remember our secrets our special dreams,
If we both separated would you still remember me?
If you asked me to tell your future,
That i'd try to do,
That i'd want to,
I hope that in the future that they'd found you a cure.
You asked if i was here untill the end,
I answered that i will,
Knowing you were soon going,
I'd have to help you defend,
Help you be brave until the end.
You helped me through a million,
And more than two,
I had to stay for you,
To help you survive and make it through.
We laughed together,
Found out secrets and kept all of them,
Shared our dreams and promises,
And they'll be kept forever.
We shared our lullabies,
First loves,
Shared our memories,
And didn't have time for the hardest goodbyes.
In senior school it all dissappeared,
We met new friends,
But we know secretly the thing we shared was still there,
We failed our exams and lost all our other friends.
We came across each other,
On my stormiest night,
I was scared and crying,
When i saw you, I knew it was all gonna be alright.
People asked if we were boyfriend and girlfriend,
And i smiled and said no just best friends,
They asked if forever we'll be,
And we both looked at each other and said,
'Forever until the very end'
People noticed our heartfelt tears,
But never noticed our one unhealing fear,
To lose one another,
Everyone knew there'll be no other.
On our birthdays we slice the cake,
Hug and go for a walk,
To the back of the yard,
To have a friendly talk...
No-one will never know,
What we did in our secret journeys and shared in our Silent four eyed talks,
They think it's unbeleivable we didnt have to talk but we Just looked at each other and knew what each other was saying,
But that's the way our friendship grows.
We take a step together everyday,
And if one of us isn't there to show us where to go,
We get together another day,
And thats what everyone should know.
On your last and final day,
Me and you got together,
And together we prayed,
Only I knew you were going now,
Only me and you will know, how.
On your final day,
You left a path,
A secret safe one i had to take.
I kissed your lips,
And you held onto my hips,
Our final memory the one with me and you,
Your final breath was the hardest one we both went through,
I knew there'd never be another exactly like you.
Some asked why, didnt i cry,
And i said 'One day you'll know the answer, why.'
I never cried, And i forever tried,
I never cried because when we were together,
We both promised each other i'll remember you and you'll remember me,
And everyday will be our forever....
My true angel,
My life planner,
My true soul mate,
The one who first entered my 'forever' gate.
No, No-one will ever know,
Our secrets, Our dreams, Our wishes, And our together silent screams.
But when someone asks,
Who kept me going when you left,
I'll say 'He did, One of the very best.'
And when they ask,
How long we've been together,
I'll close my eyes and say 'As long as i can remember',
That stands
for...x
ever...x
and...x
ever...x
***Please comment_I'll return the favour_
it's about my very best friend_Only been two of the hardest years_
He made me fight through the hardest tears_
I miss you Nick***