She loved him..

I sit here against the wall,
as the bullet passes through my skull.
as i lay down to die,
i slowly closed my eyes.
i see you all pass,
one by one you all gasp.
don't shed your tears,
for this is what I've wanted for years.
but one face i will never forget,
he must have came because of regret.
he promised to be there,
but now i am not here.
he received the letter i left for him,
telling him of my last sin.
he took it as if it were a joke,
then he saw where i tried to slit my throat.
he now falls to his knees,
and he began to plead.
asking me for forgiveness,
he said if he'd known, he'd clean my mess.
but he realized it was too late,
and he started to hate.
he couldn't live with the guilt,
of knowing that she needed his support.
so now they both are being scattered
among the shore,
on a journey they both can
explore.