Tonight

Tonight is a night like any other night
the moon still shines
the stars are all bright
but ma eyes cry

they cry cause the love of their life has died
and theres only a dark black hole of emptiness left in the middle of ma heart

tonight i lay in bed
i think of all the wonderful special moments we've had
and no Matter how mad i am at god
for taking you away
i have to thank him for ever having you

tonight i can still hear you wonderful voice
telling me how much u adored me
and i know that leaving wasn't your choices

sometimes i pretend your away on a trip
but soon you'll be right next to me
our hands laced around each other
and being together for the rest of our life

now all i wish is to die ma self
so i can be able to see you and hold you
but i know that you would Never want that
and i try to survive in this loneliness because
your gone but yet u keep me alive

your soul is always in ma heart
reminding me how it used to be
tonight all i wish for is for you
to have your body next to mine

so we can love like we Never have
even if it was for the last time
but not even thats possible
so I'll keep loving you in ma dreams

at least i know that when you told me you'll love me till your death it was true
but you also said that you would Never leave
and yet now your gone

i hope that your OK
where ever it is that you are
and if there is angels in heaven
i have no doubt that your my own

tonight and every other night
I'm sure I'll cry

but I'm also sure that everything happens for a reason
but i cant find a reason for your death

i guess i have to wait
and see why what happen had to happen to me

i will always miss you