Tearing Me Apart

I cant take it any more!
all these memories just make me sore,
and i cant satnd feeling so poor.

it is tearing me apart,
and yet you are gone somewhere where you dont have to a worry on your mind,
but for me you cant even find the vine that leads to my path.

it is takin all my strength,
just to try and keep alive,
but i am telling you that i would rather get a dime.

for every try that i take,
to make an escape,
from all this mess.

it is tearing me apart,
to have to live with out a heart,
but i guess that i have to get to a new start.

**this is not one of my best but it is how i feel right now.please comment and tell me how you feel**